Mar 22, 2011 - 9:51 am
rectal/liver cancer- does any one out there have this type. ok getting ready to meet with surgeons after 8 rounds of chemo, totally stressing out. I feel I need to get my life in some kind of order. Don't mean to be a downer but if you have kids do you write them a letter of the just in case something happens while you are under the knife? I guess i should do a living will but does this give you security/ peace of mind. How can you think that something will happen- this part of the acceptance is damn scary. Then there is relay for life, wonderful great but STRESS, I guess I am at the point of needing to accept that I have cancer. I just think I have a constant backache, and every other week I have the flu--nothing else.