Mar 16, 2011 - 2:59 pm
I feel like everything that goes on with my body is going to end traumatically. If it is a symptom of my body to chemo, I over analyze. My neighbor is burning the "winter pile" today, and I worry that the smoke smell will enter my house and hurt me. I'm scared to go out. This first treatment has been very difficult for me. I have learned to expect the worst. Does the second chemo go better than the first? What are the experiences out there? I have always been a positive person, happy. Dealing with unhappy emotions, etc. was never my lifestyle. Did treatments get better to handle? Did emotions get better to handle?