Feb 25, 2011 - 9:11 pm
I hope I'm not the only one who has experienced this. Out of all the things that I've been dealing with and working through, this one seems to be the one I just don't know what to do with.
My house is officially too quiet. The TV downstairs is off, I'm not running the humidifier any more, I even turned off the fan upstairs. And I thought the silence would drive me insane. There isn't any more appointments, or doctor calls, or people coming by. It's almost like a bomb went off and the only survivor is me.
For now, me not having anything to do during the day is a nice change of pace. If my body got any more tense from all the stress I thought I might break a bone. So taking a day or two to stay in my PJs and do nothing is great. At some point next week I will start to job hunt, and get myself back into the world at large.
I never had to sleep with the TV on before and now I do. I've never felt like hiding in only one room, but now I do. Everything is too big and too quiet.