I guess I just need a place to vent a little, seeing as my mind is a mess right now.
Last week, my girlfriend, 17 years old, got diagnosed with brain cancer, and the doctors are giving her a very low estimate of time left.
Radiation doesn't seem to work, nor does any other treatment. And surgery is far too dangerous, and will most likely result in her death as well.
I just feel like this isn't fair towards her.
Dreams of starting a family, dreams of spending a life filled with love.
Dreams of getting married, and even dreams as simple as sleeping together at night.
All of them, crushed in an instant, thanks to this godforsaken illness.
I have no idea how to react to this, I guess I'm still rejecting reality.
But I can only imagine how she must feel inside...
I'm trying my best to support her, but--- it's hard to hide my own fears and visible shaking.
Really, I have no idea what to do...