Feb 03, 2011 - 2:37 pm
Next Wednesday I get to go in for my wonderful round... blood work, mamogram, bone scan, bone density test, lab work, meeting with my onco, and my wonderful ever 28 day injection of Zoladex... I get to be at the cancer center from 11 o'clock until 4:00.. not the way I enjoy spending my day, as I'm sure many of you can relate... and many of you know much better than I.
The problem is, the nearer I get to Wednesday the more anxious I become... not the meeting with my onco, or the bone scan, or bone density test, or blood work or even the injection... what's eating at me is the mamogram... I feel like I'm on pins and needles... how pathetic is that???
I would much rather cower in the corner, or go in for everything but that. Am I the only one who feels like a complete fearful child when it comes to having a mamogram??? I didn't feel this apprehensive last time... but the further I get out from dx, (May 2009) the more frightend and apprehensive I become, and the angrier I get with myself for feeling so much like a whimp! Specially when I consider what so many others of our "family" are going through and dealing with...
Okay, now make me feel better, and tell me that I'm not the only one that feels this way, I promise I will only peek around that corner and not tell anyone, it can be our "little secrete"