Dec 16, 2010 - 11:41 am
So PET scan showed his tumors are barely visible. Still have treatments till March. So many questions in my head that I am afraid to ask the doctors. His CEA numbers spiked to a 66 after we started rads and now down to a 49. This all sounds like good news. Dr keeps telling us we will get there and have a few years of remission but should expect reoccurrences. I am afraid right now and normally feel stronger then this. Not focusing on losing him just terrified to feel optimistic. Scared to think could this really mean we are seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I read on here that PET scans later reveal tumors popping up elsewhere. I don't understand all this cancer stuff sometimes. With all the tests looking positive does it mean he could still have growth even as we are on chemo? I hate feeling unprepared uneducated. Today feels like an angry day. I want to scream in cancer's face stop taking away my comfort, my plans for our future, stop controlling my thoughts, stop causing my sleepless nights and leave my man alone!