Aug 24, 2010 - 8:51 pm
I lost my boyfriend to esophageal cancer on 8/18/10. He was diagnosed in April 2010 and it progressed very quickly. I am so lost. We are both in our late 40's and had a whole life time to live. We have only been together for 3 years, but dated in our early 20's for awhile. I loved him with everything I had and will miss him so much. Everyone tells me he found me again because he knew I would take care of him through this nightmare. I did, but right now I hurt so much I can't find comfort in that. God bless everyone on this board because you are all probably feeling the same pain as me.