I haven't posted here before. I have read many of the posts and answers.
I do have to ask for prayers, good thoughts, good vibes. What ever your thing is. I do believe it all helps.
John has a CT Thursday and we will see his Onc on Friday. His CEA has been creeping up and I know that isn't a good sign.
I myself do believe in God but I am not a chruch goer.
I posted on this board because I feel it is the place to ask for extra good thoughts, prayers ect. You have all helped me (us) in many many ways. Thanks in advance, Paula