May 18, 2010 - 11:23 am
I am about to get a full hysterectomy and bladder surgery Tuesday the 25th. Due to my low white blood cell counts (3.1) my doctor gave me a shot of Neulasta- I feel more weak now then ever. My back and neck are in extreme pain, sore throat, and a headache out of this world. “which is worse – my heartbreaking disease, or all the treatment/surgeries”. Not trying to sound like a downer but I am at a loss of how to feel. I cry, I laugh, I run out of emotions. I just want my life back… when does that happen… or does it??