Feb 08, 2010 - 10:27 pm
This is my first time here and I pray that someone here can help comfort me and my family! I spoke to my GYN today to discuss my results on my pap smear. She stated that I have a lot of dysplasia, and I had an abnormal pap for the 2nd time, a fibroid (5cm), and fluid on my cervix, and low cells. I am scheduled for a pulposcopy(I am almost sure I spelled this procedure wrong). This is my second one as well. The first was negative but the pap show cancer cells, HPV. Now I am really trying not to freak out because I hear stress can cause alot of things. I lost my dad 7months ago to multiple myleoma in less than 30 days. He was diagnosed on June 2nd and passed on June 30. He never showed a sign of illness. Never even knew he was sick. This alone has made me a hazord to my own health. Sex is very uncomfortable with my husband, but now he does not want to be intimate with me until we know what we have. Am I going overboard with this. Do I even need to be here or just go ahead and check into a mental ward. I need to know I am ok. I want to bring understanding to me and my husband. Is this even a cancer related issue? STD? Menopause, which, by the way, my GYN told me I was knocking at the door of that because everything is moving south? My faith is strong, but I am still scared of my outcome.