Jan 29, 2010 - 1:14 pm
My mom was diagnosed with USPC a couple weeks ago and is undergoing a radical hysterectomy this Monday at UCSF. I just feel so incredibly sad and overwhelmed at the whole thing. She is only 58 and I can not imagine my life without her. I try to be strong around her but I just cant help but cry. The long road ahead is just so daunting and i dont want to see her in any pain. I have decided to move back home so i will be able to help her through this but I am worried that I wont be able to keep it together. I just love her so much- I dont know what to do. I had envisioned so much more time with her :( I know i should just be focusing on helping her fight this but the more i read about this ugly cancer the less confident i feel...