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pipwe1
Posts: 53
Joined: Oct 2009

I have to believe this so I can live my life without you.....

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'm going to be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm going to be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, yes I do
It'll all get better in time

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grandmafay
Posts: 1610
Joined: Aug 2009

Well said and written. Thank you for the hope and help for healing. You couldn't have expressed your love any better. Fay

Menaff
Posts: 9
Joined: Dec 2009

Your thoughts relay the message a lot of us probably feel. I lost my husband in April and we
had been thru so much during our almost 30 yrs. together. I just can't believe he is gone. And I guess I do need to set my self free. We knew we had little time together when he was diagnosed back in early Nov. But God knows you are never ready for the end even if you yourself is wearing thin. And then if you don't feel like you said all you could say because you wanted to be optimistic about the treatments. Knowing full well it isn't going to change the end result. Oh please forgive me for the things left unsaid.

closs86
Posts: 85
Joined: Apr 2010

beautiful poem, says it all,
take care
karen

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