Dec 24, 2009 - 10:02 pm
I've been having a tough but ok time over the last 4 months when I lost my mom with colon cancer. Its Xmas eve and i find myself going back here. I used to go to Cancer Surivors Network just to read stories to calm myself down when my mom was on treatment for 4 months.....i saw alot of hope. But when she was taken away from us, i stopped going less and less..now im back. I realize i was just going through normal everyday things and i looked quietly in my bathroom mirror, then next thing u know i felt the same feeling rhe day I lost her. I couldn't stop crying....even now..maybe its because its the holidays. Anyways, I wish all of you here find support and love. We will all meet our lost love ones one shape or form, all we can do is make them proud. I miss u mom and please someone just discover a cure to this disease because it hurts to see your mom be taken away in less than 4 months.