Oct 28, 2009 - 7:16 pm
Hello all, I am back from being away for a out time from cancer. Well that ended yesterday when I got the results from my ct scans. I am now on Doxil every 4 weeks for how long who knows for sure. I knew it would be back but it hit me like a Sledgehammer" like someone else said on one of the boards. You know it will come back and you think you are ready for the news, but this is not the case for me. I have cried for 2 days over this and this will be my second recurrence since 2007. They had to put something in with my chemo to calm me down today and then called a prescription for the pill form. I did not need it at all last time, but so different this time. I know all you sisters out there with the same issues, feel my pain. I just turned 59, and I just became a first time grandma with grandbaby 3,000 miles away from us. Right now it's woe is me, but soon I will calm down and accept what will be, will be. My heart goes out to you all, and we are in quite a battle.
Here's to life,