Last night it was so hard,Jack was so agiated so mean to me nothing I did was right and when he woke this morning he was still agiated, then all of a sudden he asked to go outside oe more time, so at first the family did I stayed in the house and he asked for me so I went out there and he wrote on the board Im so sorry to cause you so much grief Patty and I love you and asked to take a shower, so I did, we shaved him cleaned him all up then I put him to bed he grab my face and said I love you and fell a sleep, and never woke up he is still with us but ready to cross, so I did what I promise him but a Jimi Hendrix shirt on lit and incent, gave him his part of outr necklace and put his drum sticks in his hand and said I love you, so now we are just giving him the medication around the clock the nurse does not think he will wake up !!!
