Well last week came out of the hospital after chemo and was home two days and then spiked fever back in the hospital till yesterday the 20th. They said I have neutropenic fever. Must have been given 20 bags of Zosin and some Vancomycin and loads of fluids. So sick of hospital, but the nurses were nice. Two pints of blood and neupogin injections am home and happy to be here and so happy done with treatments. My onc decided he did not think I should have my last 2 radiation treatments because my blood had taken such a beating. Now I can rest a little and hope my eating comes back still having a time of trying to swallow anything but cream of wheat and ice cream. I start my prep for surgery on November 13th and so encouraged by Al's good response after his surgery. Every good thing I hear helps me get braver because I will need my big girl panties for that for sure. take care everyone prayers for all.