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The final "talk"

MichelleP's picture
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bluerose's picture
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I saw the 'deleted' note on this post. What is happening, I am worried about you? If you have a moment please write and let us know.

You are in my prayers. Blessings, Bluerose

MichelleP's picture
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I'm sorry to have worried you. It's just that after I poured my heart out about having to attempt to have "the talk" I suddenly felt that I had posted such painful thoughts and suddenly couldn't bare the idea of so much internal exposure. I still can't do it......but thank you so very much for caring my friend.

I'm at a place now where nothing and no one can truly help.....I'm sorry. Please don't worry.

SonSon's picture
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My prayers are with you.
It is tough but you will get through it somehow.

soccerfreaks's picture
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Michelle, sometimes the best 'talk' does not contain words, is not spoken. The profile photo you have chosen for this site speaks volumes about your clear understanding of that.

Take care,


bluerose's picture
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Don't worry about my worries, just wanted to make sure you were okay as the posting of that one word seemed so ominous but thankd for writing back.

You post what you need to post and I know that sometimes after I write somethings I think 'oh was that too private?' but then I think that if I am not honest with my feelings and get them out then another person might come along who has the same feelings but won't share because no one else dared to say what they deeply felt either. Know what I mean? Still, you have to do what's comfortable for you to share and hold back where you feel it isn't. In time it will probably all come out and when it does, and if it is on these boards, then we will be here to listen and help and support where we can.

You are in our prayers. Blessings, Bluerose

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Sometimes it just helps to get things written down even if no one else ever reads them. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. Know that we care. Fay

tasha_111's picture
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I am exactly where you are at the moment, I feel like I have been stuffed with cotton-wool and loaded into a tube, below ground.........It's awful how this gets us, But I'll be thinking of you (When my brain switches on, if at all) LOL
I'll keep my fingers crossed for you and I PROMISE to find a 4 leaved clover in your name tomorrow (Yeah, Sorry, I ain't the praying kind)
Thinking of u, Hugs Jxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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