Well they removed the port and he is feeling so much better, his pain level is down to a 2 which it has not been less than a 6 for months, He is feeling so good it brings peace to my heart, he has to stay in a couple more days I believe to clear up the bacterial infection, but they did a CT scan and it showed the cancer grew a little more in his lungs which I guess we should have expected since he has not been on treatment for over a month and 1/2 but of course I was not ready for that news, so I broke down in the hospital again, I wish I had some of ya out here in Texas for a support system during those times, And it is amazing to me I have been telling the doctors for a while the pain is coming from his port but they said no the tumor, but once the port came out his pain got under control, some days it is such a struggle, I get tired of crying, I feel cheated, after being married for 25 year I finally had the courage to move on and start a fresh life, hell i moved from Florida to Texas just to start over, and I meet the most amazing man , who just knows how to love a woman, and I get slammed down by Cancer, but I refuse to let it take my moments with him, I will enjoy every day with him and cherish his love, Cancer can not take the love,
