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taleena
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August 11, 2009 - 6:22pm

Well, at 2 o'clock tomorrow afternoon I will be meeting with Dr. Khan at KU Medical Center... I spoke to his nurse clinican today...she called to check on me, she told me that Dr. Khan was expecting to have the results by my appointment time tomorrow and that if he didn't have them when I came in he would call down the hall to get them... that's what I call "string pulling power".... So my dear family.... I guess one way or the other the wait will be over... So much for thinking you know what's coming... I thought I had it all figured out from the beginning... lumpectomy followed by rads then NED... so much for assumeing... we all know what that spells... to tell you the truth... I'm scared to death... trying not to "worry" about it... I just want them to tell me it's nothing and that it's time to start RADS... okay... so that's what we are going to wish for... anyone in on this wish with me??

Looking for that bus that will carry you all with me... I really need you guys! Okay.. as Jackie puts it... time for the "big girl panties"... but somehow I really feel like playing ostrich!!

♥ & Hugs

~T

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Tux
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August 11, 2009 - 6:36pm

I will be thinking of you tomorrow & I hope that all goes well for you--let us know!

Hugs & prayers headed your way!

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rjjj
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August 11, 2009 - 6:38pm

I will wish upon the stars tonight, Just save me a seat on the bus, we will all be with you tomorrow. I know how disapointing it can be when you are expecting a plan of attack and then it suddenly changes. I will be wishing you all the best tomorrow.

I know you will pull on your big girl panties..and you will get through whatever you need to do Taleena to fight the beast. and BTW I feel more like an ostrich myself most of the time than

a big girl! but we are brave warrior kindred sisters and we will carry you.

Hugs, Jackie

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dmc_emmy
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August 11, 2009 - 6:42pm

in body, or in spirit, wishing on those falling stars tonight. We all need good news, and some of us just need news, so we can move on.

We're all with you.
dmc

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taleena
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August 11, 2009 - 6:59pm

dmc.. hey you!! Thank you for the encouragement... I've missed you... I hope you are beginning to feel a little better... Love & Hugs

~T

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taleena
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August 11, 2009 - 6:58pm

Hey Jackie... Thank you... I was thinking that maybe I could see if Teena could help me out.. you know she found the flamingo's ... maybe she can find me an ostrich!!.. lol

Thank you again... breathing deeply to get through the night...

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ppurdin
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August 11, 2009 - 6:46pm

I PRAY YOU GET GOOD NEWS.I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL.I JUST WENT FOR APPOINTMENT WITH CANCER DR.I STILL DON,T KNOW EXACTLEY ABOUT WHAT TREATMENTS I WILL BE HAVING FOR TWO WEEKS YET.THE WAITING IS HARD.LET US KNOW HOW IT GOES PLEASE.GOD BLESS. PAT.

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August 11, 2009 - 7:08pm

I will be on that bus with the big girl panties on with you, as I'm sure all the sisters in pink will be also. I am so praying for good news tomorrow. Please post as soon as you get home from the doctors. We'll all be hanging waiting for news. Love and lots of hugs, Lili

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August 11, 2009 - 7:25pm

You won't be able to see me, but I will be there in spirit lifting you in prayer and positive thoughts. I am praying for the best of outcomes, but if that is not what you get we will be here for you! Keep your chin up Taleena, you are stronger than you know!!!!

A ton of hugs and then some,

RE

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taleena
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August 11, 2009 - 7:42pm

Lilli & RE ... thank you... It is comforting to know that you are all with me... even if it is on my imaginary bus ride... knowing that you are all here really does help take some of the anxiety away... I will post as soon as I get home... with copy of pathology report in hand.

♥ & hugs

~T

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August 11, 2009 - 7:52pm

I will be on the bus, that is a for sure, keep in mind that you are not alone you have many sisters reaching out there hand to help support you, to hug you, to steady your steps when need be.
So head high, deep breath, face it head on like the warrior you are.

Hugs
tjhay

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August 11, 2009 - 7:57pm

I will be thinking about you also. Saying prayers also.

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August 11, 2009 - 8:09pm

I'm praying that you will be able to find some peace with the decisions that you will be able to make.

God bless you!
Rita

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August 11, 2009 - 8:34pm

Taleena, you may not always feel like you're a brave a55-kicking BC warrior, but believe me, you definitely are. You are strong, thoughtful, and caring - and you have a world-class sense of humor, which has lifted the others up as long as you have been here.

Whatever you find out tomorrow - you know Moopy and I, as with all the others here, are both praying that it is a whole big bunch of nothing - I know you will handle it with the same courage and style that you've handled it all with since you were diagnosed. And as you can already see, the love and concern you have shared with the other survivors here is starting to come back to you with interest.

And I really believe that whatever is the doctor tells you tomorrow, it doesn't matter that much in the long run. Whether the treatments are the same as you expected, or more extensive, or (this would certainly be nice) less extensive, you're still going to win the first and best prize. A nice long happy fulfilled life spent with NED.

As I said in the title, I'm betting on YOU.

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August 11, 2009 - 8:43pm

a seat right next to you... we are all singing those silly bus songs as we bounce up and down the road.... as we go in to the DR with you we are all holding your hand!!! The Dr has never seen so much pink at once!!! I know you will feel all of us right there!!! Don't forget God is there too... he's the ultimate healer... Praying for you right this minute!!!

HUGZ... Calleen

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Marcia527
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August 11, 2009 - 8:40pm

Oh, tonight is the meteor shower! We can make lots of wishes for you!

We will all be on the bus wishing on all those stars!

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August 11, 2009 - 8:48pm

Taleena, whatever happens tomorrow, you will not be alone. We will be hoping and praying right along with you.

We all know what it's like to have our assumptions shaken. But, when those things happen--if they happen--, you just dust yourself off and get back on the road to NED. You will get there, T.

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taleena
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August 11, 2009 - 8:57pm

Have I told each of you how much you all mean to me... you are truly the quiet streangth behind many steps I have taken... (okay.. maybe sometimes not so quiet) ... but still a better group of people I have never known! And that is not just selling warm feel good fuzzies... that my friends is coming straight from the heart... I truly believe that I would never have made it this far... and I'm only considering this the 1/2 way point... without all of you! I know that without all of you.. there would be a padded cell on the 13th floor of some building with my name written all over it.... so just in case I haven't told you lately... please know... you each hold a very special place in my heart.... You are all AMAZING ... don't ever forget that...

Love & Hugs to each of you!

~T

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Christmas Girl
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August 11, 2009 - 9:26pm

To finally have a plan in place - no matter what that plan may turn out to be. I'll be hoping for the best possible outcome for you, T.

Kind regards, Susan

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August 12, 2009 - 1:01am

I'm on the wish with you, I'm on the bus with you, I'm Standing right next to you holding the tissues prepared for sadness or joy (I may look a little different and may be wearing scrubs and sound nothing like me, because I'll be in disquise!!). But as someone once said to me....when you feel that slight breeze around you, that is all of us letting you know we're there. Also remember if the tears start to fall.....tears are good! The more you cry, the less you pee! Love ya...... Pammy

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August 11, 2009 - 8:57pm

Taleena, we are with you. xoxoxo Lynn

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CR1954
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August 11, 2009 - 9:50pm

We will all be with you at your appointment. We will hold your hand, we will surround you with positive thoughts and we will keep our arms around you...

No matter what happens, we are all here for you.

Great big, comforting hugs for you...

CR

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outdoorgirl
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August 11, 2009 - 11:18pm

I am hoping for the best for you and praying for peace and some sleep for you tonight!
We love you,T...
Patty

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meena1
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August 12, 2009 - 8:27am

positive thoughts your way. Stay strong, and let us know the results