Jun 01, 2009 - 9:21 pm
I had my thyroid removed a 7 months ago and I can't seem to feel right. I feel low and I am gaining weight, and I try to lose it and I do, and then I eat everything I shouldn't and gain again. I feel sad I had cancer and then I feel like who am I to be complaining? It is curable, I am fine, but I don't feel fine and I don't know if it is in my head or if I am really just off. I am not motivated and I feel like whenever someone asks me about my scar I brush it off as a "thyroid thing" and rarely say it was cancer because somehow I feel like I know that word will evoke emotion and I feel like I don't deserve it because it was curable. I am just having a really hard time. Thoughts would be great.