Feb 02, 2009 - 9:46 am
Some call it complaining, I call it sharing. lol. Leaving for the results of my 3rd xray on that stupid stubborn kidney stone that seems to be quite comfy in my bladder and doesn't seem to want to move on out. Sigh. I have felt a bit different lately and have a feeling it might have vacated the premises but the xray will tell for sure. I have fears of this becoming a chronic issue quite honestly although I will remain positive and hope for the best as we all do with whatever medical issue we are dealing with at any given time. Apparently I was told that lymphoma patients often have kidney stones, something about how their bodies handle uric acid (uric acid can form crystals in the body and cause all kinds of problems like kidney stones and possibly even gout-oh joy). Anywho it might not be that type of stone, I will find out today hopefully. With my conditions 9 times out of 10 there are so many other factors doctors find it hard to zoom into one diagnosis if any. I am in a strange sleep pattern so only had 4 hours sleep last night so that doesn't help the spirit. My heart was threatening to go into afib - protesting the lack of sleep no doubt when I got up, but luckily it calmed down for now. It's a step by step thing with my health situation, I can get ready to go out and then at the last minute the heart goes into afib - dizziness sets in - and we are cancelled for the day. Pretty frustrating since this has been going on for 8 years now. Anywho, was feeling a little anxious about the appt, am a tad sick of it all today, and wanted to share. It's not a new topic really, just the pre appt. jitters and wanting to be anywhere else but in the doctors office soon. Ah, a nice warm beach, silky sand, crashing waves, hmmm that feels better. lol. Blessings, Blueroses.