Dec 10, 2007 - 5:55 pm
Hi all, my husband is a testicular cancer survivor! He was diagnosed on Dec. 28, 2005. Every December I get a sinking feeling in my stomach. I know that I should be celebrating the fact that he is a survivor...but I often tend to dwell on the fact that it can happen to anyone at anytime. I am terrified that lightening will strike...again. We have had some many hardships in our 8 years of marriage, yet we have had so many wonderful things. We have been truly blessed. I don't know why I felt the need to get on here today. I guess I just needed to let a few things off my chest. I hate to burden him with my fears. He already carries so much. He is so wonderful and the thought of having to watch him go through treatments again makes me want to throw up. I love him so much and can't bear the thought of him ever having to go through any of that again. Anyway, I'm really starting to ramble now...I guess all of you caregivers out there know what I'm talking about. Anyway, I'm done.