Jul 20, 2007 - 9:57 am
Still no chemo today. My platelets came up, but wbc and rbc down even more. I received an aranesp shot but too late for neulasta. Carbo dose is going to be reduced and both types of shots have been ordered for after chemo. Hopefully Friday the 27 will be the day.
A person gets themselves so ready to get chemo, ready for the continued battle; when it continues to get delayed it is such a let down. Funny to cry over no chemo, but it sure happens with me.
I started to wonder if my body was telling me enough, it can't do anymore. Had to pray a lot about it. God sent me this message - to rest in the prayers and strength of others and we'll get through this again. So after a good cry, I am prepared for battle again. Hopefully the cancer was hit as hard and isn't starting back already, but if it is, it better watch out as the next attack is coming soon. :-)
That's about it, just wanted to let you know what is going on. Love ya!
Prayers N Hugs Bonnie