Jul 09, 2006 - 10:40 am
Hi. It has been almost a year since my surgery, and 4 mos since my last chemo. I don't know if this is the forum I should be on, but my husband walked out on me a month ago. Literally, without an explanation or clue why and I have not heard from him since. The day before he told me that he was used to me being happy and laughing and then my mom passed away so I was sad, and then I got cancer. I almost feel guilty for getting cancer. I am no kid here, (46), and understand that this is horrible behavior and a spoiled selfish man that I am married to, but it still hurts. Our 2 yr anniversary would be tomorrow. I just feel like why did I survive cancer to live like this?