Nov 21, 2005 - 7:08 pm
Hello everyonge. I need some emotional help. I am currently going through cancer treatment. I am a 43 yr old man. I am diagnosed with Nasalpharnyxgeal Carcinoma. (NPC). July 2005. I have completed 39 radiation treatments. I have been healing for 4 weeks. I will start my chemo next week after Thanksgiving. My problem is I am stressing out on this emotional highway of healing. For example last week I was great for 3 days able to breathe through my nose and sleep at night. Then this past sunday BAM! Now I have this cough that keeps me up and my nose will not clear for a long time so no sleep or rest or breathing properly. Again it has been 4 weeks. Just when it is good it goes bad a few days later. Is this healing process or am I doing something wrong. I Pray, wish, and take my Meds. I get so depress on myself that I am not healing. Please help anyone. Thank you very much in advance and god be with you all.