Well, well, well... I got to feel the chemo side effects and ... i have no words for it.
My mom got her first chemo last monday. Tuesday she was fine. wednesday she could not get out of bed. No food, and she had to be in the bathroom 24/7. She lost 5 Lb in one week. We went today for second chemo and of course they did not give it to her. Doctor wants to see us on thursday.
I dont know if he will change the dose or give her something else... i don't know anything anymore. She is so weak now she cant even eat alone. Can some of you share your chemo stories, good and bad? It always helps. If it was not for these stories here , i would be in a mental hospital by now. Yoiu guys always pull me out of my black hole.
And one more time- is it really possible she can overcome this monster???? Is that even possible? Because if i knew it is not, i would not put her through this chemo nightmare anymore.... but i am scared that if we dont do it she will not have a chance to fight this. And if we keep doing it, she may just be worst then she is..... i dont know. You guys can probably tell how messed up i am now.
Thanks in advance.