Jul 19, 2004 - 7:28 pm
Man!..I went for a check up at the urologist and ended up on the OR that night.I'm still freaked out over the orchiectomy and everything !!!!..Now I'm stating to go through the Ct scans and the pet scan has been scheduled and radiation!!..I'm scared as hell!! My kids don't even seem to care and I feel angery and alone like no one understands.My wife acts like shes afraid to even touch me now!! Don't know how to deal with all this!!Any help would be a God send!!!..Thanks in advance!!