Jul 08, 2004 - 1:56 pm
just found out last week I had a tumor low in my colon. thought i had a fissure or hemmoraid. am only 41..and was shocked. have had the blood tests. cat scan and yesterday the colonoscopy. tomorrow i meet with the surgeon. another fun filled morning of enemas. *&***&*&* hate it. then will hopefull learn the stage i am in and the options. am scared to death of having a coloscomety bag. i know i know am vain. am scared of evrything.. needles.. pain. smell of hospital and mean nurses. have read that some get chemo before surgery ..i didnt know that. also am scared cause doc said tumor is low close to rectum.. learning more about my ass than i wanted.. thanks for listening and i am glad i found this site today. any advice is welcome.. peace to all...