I thought we have our problem with prostate cancer solved about three months ago with brachytherapy, but now a spot has been found on his lung. We're do to talk to a doctor about surgery next week so I'm not sure what procedure or prognosis there is.
I'm not as far along as the rest of you, but to say I'm feel sucicidal tendencies is no an exageration. I keep wondering what kind of life I will have if the surgery does not do the job, feel angry about not having the life I wanted and the life I asked for for all these years.
I'm the new kid on the block asking for guildance and help. Selfishly I feel as if this is being done to ME, not to my spouse.