My husband Scott of almost 3 years was my soul mate he died on March 9 2004. We did everything together. Even though we weren't married long.
He was only diagnosed with cancer on October 12, 2003 and had surgury earlier this year. He had something rare. Neorendocrine tumors in a 34 year old man they were in his liver and pancrease he had a tumor the size of a football removed. He came home after the surgery and was doing pretty good. But then had some complications about a month and a half later and was hospitalized for 19 days, he wasn't supposed to be gone this soon. He never gave up once or stopped fighting. On the outside I am ok but on the inside I am all torn up. It was so hard to see him suffer and go through all of the pain. Even though I was there with him the entire time I still couldn't take away his pain. Now I just don't know what to do with myself, yet I know that I have to still funtion for our 6 children. Does this pain ever get easier, they say everything happens for a reason. Boy I sure would like to know what that may be because I sure cannot see why such a wonderful man was taken away from his family. Today is a really hard day it would have been out 3rd ann. Hopefully with time this will get easier.