Feb 12, 2004 - 10:53 pm
I need to talk, but I can't tell anyone I know what just happened. I feel really selfish because I have a good prognosis and this is so petty. But I just had an incident getting sick for the first time after my fourth treatment today. I asked the family to stay out of the bathroom (I couldn't quite make it) until I could get the terrible mess cleaned up. I was almost finished, except for the worst spots, when my husband barged in. He demanded to know what "kind" of accident I had. I refused to be more specific, and he became terribly insulting and nasty and sprayed air freshner directly at me at close range. He's recovering from back surgery, but I just don't understand his cruel behavior. He said such terrible, awful, nasty things. We have two college age daughters, and with our health problems we can't afford a divorce. Any suggestions or consolation? Again, I apologize from taking away from those with more serious needs, but I could really use an anonymous friend right now. Thanks.