Jan 28, 2004 - 3:27 pm
Hi, i'm 16 years old, my dad died exactly one month ago today, (december 28th 2003). He had non hodkins lymphoma. He had only had it since february, but the treatments haden't worked. He did many rounds of chemotherapy, radiation and a stem cell transplant. Things were even looking good then on the 16th of december we were all shocked to find out it was terminal.. the doctors said he had three months but he died not even two weeks later. I've been having a really hard time coping with this. I've never had to deal with anything like this before, and I just keep on telling myself that i'll see him again, even tho i wont. I cant go a day without having a breakdown. This has completely ruined me, and I woudl just like some support. Im just so young and everything is so new to me. It's a weird feeling. I just want to see him again. I hate cancer, I hate everything about it and I hate the treatments and what they do to your loved ones.