Hi all. Today is my birthday, I am 31, and I sure do miss my mom. My mom was diagnosed with stomach cancer less than 2 months before she passed. It has been so hard for me to cope with. I feel like I am alone so much of the time, even though I have a wonderful husband and two of the cutest babies on the planet. I just never show my feelings in front of them, my husbands family are all still alive-including his grandmas. I just feel that he cannot understand what I am going through. And, I don't want my babies seeing me so upset.
My mom didn't want my brother to tell me how bad she was feeling, because she didn't want me to worry, because I have my family to take care of. One day I got a call from my brother that she was on life support, and that there was a 5% chance that she would come off of it. Luckily, I made it in time to spend 4 days with her, before she decided to have herself taken off the respirator.
I would just like someone to talk to, who may be in the same situation as myself. Someone to talk about how you are feeling, and cheer you up when you are feeling down.
I appreciate any and all replies,