Nov 23, 2002 - 7:32 pm
has any one ever felt an emotional wreck after all is said and done ?...i did not show or allow myself to feel much emotion over my diagnosis as i was incarcerated for a felony dui when the cancer was found. i was even offered an early release to find no family available. i stayed in and had my treatment while incarcerated. i came out after chemo and rad was finished to a sober life and changed habits and changed diet well now that im off all the medication im an emotional basket case....im attending a support group daily for my alchohalism, but find myself wanting to feel sorry for me for having cancer AND THE "WHAT IF IT COMES BACK" also my energy level is not returning as quickly as id like.. i get tired after a 6 hour day....i take the bus because i have no licence even sold my car as to not be illegally driving (could not even register tags)...it's been rough taking the bus to and from dr's and mtgs. i get so tired i just want to cry.