May 20, 2002 - 8:48 am
Hi everyone....I only just found this site today and I desperately need to talk to people. My husband has incurable prostate cancer that has started growing like mad. He was given 6 months to three years..that was two and a half years ago. I am abo****ely obsessed with it.....I just can't stop reading about it every spare second I get...you know...looking for the answer to the six million dollar question.....WHEN? I am so afraid of losing him I think I shall go mad. In fact I think I am going mad......does everyone feel this way?? We have a really important decision to make regarding treatment next month....which he is refusing. If he refuses it he will die...if he takes it..his quality will be so diminished he will wish he would die...but he's going to die anyway.... He looks to me for all the answers because he knows I have researched the cancer.