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Feb 22, 2001 - 11:12 pm
Hi, all! Mel here again. THis morning I felt so good...my the changes that can take place in a few hours. Went for my counts today and WBC's were at 2.1, so got a shot of Nuepogen? & will have 1 each day thru Sunday. Doc told me to go home & stay home from work tomorrow. Well, for those that have read my earlier messages, my boss was about as understanding as I expected. NOT! I know that I must pray for him but right now I have to concentrate on getting healthy. Tonight I had a good cry and it seemed to help. I feel so helpless. I am understanding now that I must give up all control over everything in my life right now and it hurts. Just wanted to check in and cry on your shoulders for a few minutes. Took a Xanax ( what the heck) & think I'll head toward the bedroom. Sweet dreams to all - Mel |
Joined: Dec 2000
No, no, no
Mel you are not giving up all control over everything in your life. You are continuing to fight. It isn't helplessness.
I know the helpless feeling, but knowing that you are fighting with all the weapons at
your disposal helps.
well all keep praying for you and for the boss problem.
hugs to cheer you, cher
Joined: Jan 2001
Thank you, Cher, for your words of support. I was very weepy last night...that is another thing I feel I have no control over. These drugs make me so emotional!
Enough about me...how are you doing? Where are you in your treatments? I'm going to add you to my list of friends today...email me anytime @ meldav@ipa.net.
Hugs right back atcha'.
Mel