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Not getting better
Yesterday was one month since my mother passed away. I am a mess today. I am at work, on my break and needed to communicate. I cant stop crying. Today is worse than most days have been. Is it possible that I am having a delayed reaction?
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One year ago today.....
My life was changed forever. March 1, 2010 @ 3:20 in the afternoon my best friend, my rock, my confident...my soft place to land was diagnosed with metastic lung cancer. For 207 days we fought the beast. We loved. We laughed, and yes, we cried.... I love you Mom and miss you every second of every day.......<3
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idk if im a bad daughter. or if im just coping...
Background story: My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer is 1999. She had chemo and radiation and was in"remission" until 2007, thats when my family found out the cancer came back and metastasized to her bones. She had been fighting the cancer with chemo and bone meds. During Christmas break we found out the cancer…
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Does anyone find themselves becoming a little reckless
I know that sometimes when we suffer a loss of this magnitude we may start doing things that are out of character from who we normally were. Mine has become shopping. Now mind you I have lost 35-40 pounds since my husbands passing (can't say I totally unhappy about being a size 4) amd needed new clothes but now I keep…