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Grief and Bereavement
Archives for November 2013
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Anniversary
Today is the one year anniversary of my husband's death from colon cancer. I am as devastated today as I was last year, although I am functioning like I am okay, and I am not really grateful or thankful for anything today. I know that is not a good attitude; I know I have many blessings in my life and I have tried to spend…
lost my mother a yr this month to cervical cancer
My mother was diagnosed August 2011 and gone november 6 2012.. it was in the blink of an eye and I feel I didnt get to say all I needed to and I cant seem to deal with it or move forward, a part of me died along with her, I have forgotten how to laugh and how to enjoy the people around me. I feel guilty she was only 56…
Missing what cancer stole from me
I lost my 46 year old husband to plasma cell leukemia on April 4, 2013. We were only married 11 months but I miss him intensely. The first few months I think I was in denial, but now I feel so alone and wish I had someone to hold me at night. Grief is a crazy thing. Some days I feel almost normal and others I feel…
Some-many days just suck
It will be 1 year in December and I still have horrendous days. Moody, sad, angry.....she just shouldn't be dead. How did they not see until it was too late. I pushed so hard even with her and she still died. God some days just suck. I wonder if my daughter is what keeps me going, cause really if my husband and her didn't…