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Today I made good on a promise
My husband Bill was quite the gardner...that was his thing....I loved seeing and bragging about the results of course..but never actually got involved in the planting. When Bill got sick....he was concerned that he would not be up to doing the garden this year..it made him sad to think of not having flowers this…
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One Week gone by...
Today is one week since my Best Friend left me....and today I begin my offical transition to being alone with myself and our memories. Today Bills daughter is going home...she does not want to and neither do I..she is concerned about me and so am I. But truth be told....I am now craving some time to be alone with my…
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lost my love, my life
My husband John passed away on April 6, 2010 from pancreatic cancer, he was sick for 7 weeks total and now he is gone, It started with what he thought was a stomach virus, felt bloated and didn't want to eat, which was not norma;l for him, he was a big guy who loved to eat, we went to our MD who thought he had a stomach…
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Don died and it's a scary, lonely world
Don died 4/13. It will be a while before I get a chance to really grieve for him. His 22-year-old has been violent in the past and is now enraged, both at him and at me and at life in general. Don lent her his car to get to and from work, but although she badgered him to give it to her (starting in December when he was…
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Obsessive Thoughts?
My husband died 6 months ago after only a short battle with Cancer. He died only 6 months after his diagnosis. He had completed a full round of chemo & radiation. He was admitted to the hospital for low oxygen and blood levels (the first "complication") since his diagnosis. He was in the hospital for 11 days total and…