feeling a little better about up comming chemo

I really liked my doctors nurse practitioner. She spend alot of good time with me, which my doctor doesnt as much.  She gave me the time i needed.  It wasnt the nurse i thought it was.  She just seemed to care.  Anyways its time i can set up my appointment with the radiation oncoligist.  He was the first doctor i saw in the hospital back in May.  He was the first doctor who told me i would need chemo therapy.  I didnt want to hear that at the time and was pretty mad that i had to do that.  He tried to encourage me but it wasnt going to help me at the time.  I was too in shock.  I was mad at that doctor for quite a while.  When i went to see him about 4 weeks after surgery, i felt he was kind and answered all my questions.  He was the one who accually set up a tumor board for me.  If i think about it know im really greatful for what he did because i dont know if i would even be doing chemo right now because the other two doctors who did my surgery said i didnt need chemo.  That radiation doctor was right and despite the fact that i was really questioning it in his office that day and really didnt want to believe him then and after the tummor board was done, with out him I wouldnt be where i am today. (fighting this teriible cancer stuff  to have a better chance at living).  I dont know to this day if he had a copy of the full pathology report when he had told me i needed chemotheropy (he never gave me  a copy and nore did i ask).  I thought i had the full pathology report which was given to me by my doctor who did my surgery.  It wasnt until i got the full pathology report from my current medical oncolist (who was at the tumar board) that I knew i needed chemo.  It still kind of bugs me that he never told me that the patyhologists agreed with chemo and why.  Maybe i want some answers to that.

Any ways i new all along that my medical oncoligist was planning on sending me to him to do radiation but just didnt worry about.  At times i thought about changing my radiation doctor but knew i didnt have to decide, so i didnt.

Well its time.  I asked the nurse practitioner when i would beable to start radiation after my 6th chemo.  She told me i can call over there and set it up. After she told me i could do it as soon after chemo as i wanted i decided i want to do it about a week or so after chemo so i could recover from the side effects a bit.  It got me axious to be done. 

So i need to decide if i want to see this doctor.  What do you guys think?  I was thinking of calling today so i could know what was going to happen and when i would start and what to expect.

Let me know what you think.