Let the Scanxiety begin

Well, next week is the annual scan and Onc visit. I feel fine but always in the back of my mind is.... Is this the time something will show up? I try not to let it get to me, it is what it is,but the level of anxiety I am beginning to experience with the the impending tests makes my nuts. 2 years ago last week I had my last chemo treatment, and I have been NED ever since. Thanks for letting me vent a bit, my family just dismisses how I feel, and of course they cannot understand, but you all can!

Kathy