May 31, 2011 - 9:27 pm
Sorry I have not been on here for a while I was hoping all this was behind me. I found a lump in my left breast a month ago and was hoping for the best. Today I went and seen my oncologist, he tells me to not worry that we will do some test, CT scan, Bone scan and mammogram. Sorry but when I am told not to worry, I worry... so here we go again. I can not afford to do this all over again. I spent all of 2009 fighting breast cancer for what? so that a year and five months later I could go through this again. Sorry but does not seem worth it to me. My boyfriend is upset and said that this is not fair. Well I agree I have two more kids I want to watch grow up one will be 16yr this June and my daughter Beautiful daughter just turned 10yr in January. I do not what to lose my hair again. I guess I will hope for the best but expect the worst. Please tell me what your thoughts are on this subject.. is it worth fighting one year to get a year and five months... I really want to know..