Apr 12, 2005 - 4:32 pm
Hi all. I'm going in for my 2-yr post surgery CT scan today. I was feeling OK about it but last night had a little break down (tears, didn't want to take the prep pills - my husband had to treat me like a 2 year old to take them!). It is just such a stressful thing....(not to mention not pleasant). I keep trying to send positive messages to myself ("Hey, in a year, it'll be my 3 year checkup!"). But, I just needed to rant for a while in this safe haven. It's 4:30 am, of course -- the darkest hour. Last Sunday was exactly 2 years since my surgery and I celebrated with my family -- champagne and balloons. But, now I gotta go do the dirty.....