GOOD,bad &ugly

Dear Hummingbyrd,
The GOOD news is the freeze has been lifted for my housing and I will get a list soon to check out options!!!! I have waited so long for this to happen and I am totally excited!!! Praise God and Amen & Amen!!!!
The bad news is I have a heart infection and can also be a reasonable explanation for the siezures and chest pain. At least I don't have cancer or tumers in my brain and another amen for that!!!! The ugly news is I am having the hardest time with this site. In the chatroom and as far as emailing or posting too, lately!
Don't get me wrong I still love this site and some of the people lke you that I have met and I won't give up on it. I have a old email that I tried to send to fishpie that no matter what I do to delete it .... It simply won't go away. So whenever I want to use this site to email I can't... It is so very frustrating and I have even recruited outside help but alas it is still there. Oh well, guess I will have to get Tony to look at it or something, because I have exhasted all resourses. I see that you too have been having a little trouble with it again..... I have been thinking of you and some others alot lately. Good thoughts only... Praying is something I do a lot of these days... I almost allowed them {drs} to put me back in the hospital and I balked at the idea, because this is the same place that did'nt even pickup the fact that I had endocardnitus and a bad central line, {it was not clean} which is probably why I have a heart infection....Who Knows? Anyway I am giving it all to the Lord and when Fairfax Hospital is ready I will go there, because they are very good plus leave no stone unturned. As far as the infection I have to go everyday and have mega doses of antibiotics along with the rest of the other stuff I've been getting. Suppliments and fluids.
However I am truelly blessed and I won't give up on life the Lord you or this site.
Gods Joy & Peace & Love
Love Cathy