Pinch Me, Am I Dreaming?

VivianGB
VivianGB Member Posts: 46
edited March 2014 in Colorectal Cancer #1
Hello Everybody,

I'm sitting here in disbelief and could use a pinch right now. I'm half afraid to talk about it for fear the doctor's office will call and say he was wrong. I'm in shock, blissful shock, but shock non the less, the spot on my lung that I was suppose to have cut out on Oct 8th is gone! I've never had news like this since all this started 2 1/2 years ago, well a scan or 2 came back okay right after chemo, but it's usually been crappy news like you need a liver resection, oh and since the chemo didn't seem to work the 1st time there's no sense in doing it again. I'm really afraid to be happy about this, I'm afraid it will come back to bite me in the butt!

I really want to thank everyone who was supportive when it looked like I was going to have VATS. You guys who have had lung surgeries were a wealth of information and sure helped to calm my nerves! If I ever do need the surgery I won't be nearly as scared next time. Thank you all so much!!!

Now the dog and I are going to celebrate and take a nice long walk!

Best wishes to everyone,
Viv
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  • maglets
    maglets Member Posts: 2,576 Member
    not
    apparently not dreaming.....good good goodnews.....hoorya

    maggie
  • lesvanb
    lesvanb Member Posts: 905
    What delightful news!
    Enjoy your walk, and the good news.

    all the best, Leslie
  • AnneCan
    AnneCan Member Posts: 3,673 Member
    Good to hear about a dream!
    Vivian,

    I am so happy for you; this is amazing news - the kind we all hope for + celebrate right along with you. Congratulations!
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331 Member
    maglets said:

    not
    apparently not dreaming.....good good goodnews.....hoorya

    maggie

    good good good it seem we are going through a good
    patch.We needed.
    Congratulations.
  • HollyID
    HollyID Member Posts: 946 Member
    Excellent news!!
    Enjoy the good news. Revel in it. Swim in it. Enjoy it.

    Then, enjoy your walk!

    Love and Hugs,

    Holly
  • 462lt
    462lt Member Posts: 117
    HollyID said:

    Excellent news!!
    Enjoy the good news. Revel in it. Swim in it. Enjoy it.

    Then, enjoy your walk!

    Love and Hugs,

    Holly

    Good news
    That is not good news that is great news. Congrats hard to digest when use to other news. Congrats. Laura
  • Luv2lunch
    Luv2lunch Member Posts: 270
    Congrats on the great news
    Congrats on the great news :)
    Linda and Ellie
  • VivianGB
    VivianGB Member Posts: 46
    Fresh Air Helps Clear the Head!
    Well that helped. Now I'm pooped and the dog is too.

    I think what I've learned from this is sometimes it's a good thing when things don't move along quickly. The PET/CT that showed the spot was on 8/10 found out the news on 8/17. Talked to the surgeon on 9/3 and the CT was ordered for 9/15 and just found out the results of it today. So I guess giving my lung over a month gave the infection/inflammation (that's what they are calling it now) time to clear up. What if the CT had been done in a couple of weeks and the spot was still there and I had the surgery only to find out afterward that it was just an infection! What a way to find that out!

    Thanks everyone for celebrating with me!

    Viv
  • Sundanceh
    Sundanceh Member Posts: 4,392 Member
    Dreams...
    ....do still come true, Vivian!

    What wonderful news and am glad you were spared the surgery!

    -Craig
  • idlehunters
    idlehunters Member Posts: 1,787 Member
    Sundanceh said:

    Dreams...
    ....do still come true, Vivian!

    What wonderful news and am glad you were spared the surgery!

    -Craig

    WoW VIV!!!
    Awesome news...... I am a firm believer in miracles. I have been blessed with many and now you have too!!! What great news!!!!

    Jennie
  • Lovekitties
    Lovekitties Member Posts: 3,364 Member
    Super news
    So very happy for your very good news.

    Keep up the good work!

    Hugs,

    Marie who loves kitties
  • KathiM
    KathiM Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    I'm dancing for you!!!
    GREAT news!!!!

    Hugs, Kathi
  • coolvdub
    coolvdub Member Posts: 408 Member
    KathiM said:

    I'm dancing for you!!!
    GREAT news!!!!

    Hugs, Kathi

    So Happy
    Such great news. I'm so happy you got some good news for a change.

    Don
  • Nana b
    Nana b Member Posts: 3,030 Member
    coolvdub said:

    So Happy
    Such great news. I'm so happy you got some good news for a change.

    Don

    Awesome!!
    That is just wonderful!!
  • LOUSWIFT
    LOUSWIFT Member Posts: 371 Member
    good news
    Very very great news
  • chicoturner
    chicoturner Member Posts: 282
    WOW Viv, what incredible
    WOW Viv, what incredible news! That is the news that we all want! Thank you for sharing and giving us all hope! Enjoy and tell everyone!!! Congrats. Best to you. Jean
  • taraHK
    taraHK Member Posts: 1,952 Member
    Congratulations!!
    Hi Viv -- Congratulations!! Wonderful news! Wow!

    For what it is worth -- I had a "disappearing lung met" last summer. A lesion was found on PET scan. Since I had had two previous lung mets (both surgically removed and confirmed to be mets), we all assumed this was another. I also had a delay of a month or so, while sorting out a treatment plan. I was going to have a gold 'marker' put in before surgery -- but when I went for the CT/marker insertion, they couldn't find the lesion (!!!).

    Was it an artifact on the original PET? An inflammation or mucuous plug which disappeared? A miracle? Who knows. The docs say probably mucuous plug (charming!!). But I've never been one to object to miracles! I was about due for one.....

    So congratulations on your "miracle" - yea!!!!!!!

    Tara
  • tina dasilva
    tina dasilva Member Posts: 641
    omg im so happy for you .and
    omg im so happy for you .and wish you all the best .can i ask what stage of cancer do you have .
  • Buzzard
    Buzzard Member Posts: 3,043 Member

    omg im so happy for you .and
    omg im so happy for you .and wish you all the best .can i ask what stage of cancer do you have .

    Im so happy I think you ought to go play in a mudpile
    just like a kid with the dog...then I think I'd kiss the radiologist, right in the mouth LOL...then I think I would play Powerball........Great news sweetie......great news.....Buzz
  • VivianGB
    VivianGB Member Posts: 46

    omg im so happy for you .and
    omg im so happy for you .and wish you all the best .can i ask what stage of cancer do you have .

    Don't mind you asking, since
    Don't mind you asking, since they found the met in the liver in April this year I'm a stage 4 now, but I was diagnosed as a 3B in July '08.

    I still don't believe it, but the sun is shining and it looks like a beautiful Fall day today and I'm going to soak up every minute of it!

    Hope you have a great day too!

    Viv