No diagnosis, but very scared and confused.

In June 2015, after a bad pap, I had a LEEP procedure and diagnosed with CIN3/CIS. The lab report came back with clear margins and I was told I only need one follow-up pap and as long as that was normal, I would be ok.

 

Fast forward to June 2017, I began having similar symptoms to what I had before the bad pap.  I have spotting up to two weeks before my period begins. It ranges from a pinkish discharge to blood that kind of gushes out in the morning when I go to the bathroom. It is an odd purplish color. I also have watery discharge throughout most of my cycle. It has a weird smell to it. I wouldn't say it smells bad, but it doesn't smell good. I also have trouble holding my bladder. I have to pee all of the time (3-4 times at night) and at least once an hour during the day. If I don't go as soon as I feel the urge, it leaks. This is worse just after my period.

I also began having extremely heavy and painful periods. I have to change pads at least once per hour and I sleep on multiple towels at night so I don't ruin my bed. The pain is so excruciating that I cannot stand up straight and no OTC pain relievers help. I had two kids with no pain medication and that was nothing compared to this pain. It is worse than the kidney stone I had 10 years ago. It lasts for 3-4 days and then I have a fairly "normal" period for the duration of 5-7 days. I have menstrual cramping throughout my cycle.

 

I only just recently got insurance this past January. I made a GYN appt for 2/7 for a pap smear. I told them about my problems, so they did a vaginal u/s and scheduled my pap for 2/20. At my pap, I am told I have a fibroid and a very thick endometrium and they schedule me for a hysteroscopy, which was done on 2/28. The hysteroscopy was very painful (despite a shot of toradol and local anesthetic on my cervix). I could see on the screen that my uterus is filled with various tissues and my doctor told me that is what is causing my problem, but didn't say what exactly they were. I should have asked, but my woozy from the toradol.  He also did some biopsies during the procedure.

 

I go back on 3/14 for my results. I was told on 2/20 that if the fibroid wasn't too large, I would be able to have an ablation, but otherwise I am looking at a hysterectomy. They even had me sign the forms so they can get it approved with my insurance.

 

Everything I am reading, along with my CIN3/CIS history and symptoms sounds really bad. I just don't know what questions to ask of my doctor to get more information. Does it seem like they are doing things in the right order or are they jumping the gun with the hysterectomy talk?