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  • debbiejeanne
    debbiejeanne Member Posts: 3,102 Member

    ENT says....

    everything looks great!! Smile then.... I told him I loved him....LOL (I really did tell him that).  I am so glad the timing of these two appointments came the way they did...with seeing the ENT before the scan....getting a little relief is going to help.

    So I'll come down the wall a bit, and won't have a nervous breakdown waiting on Wed's scan.  At least I can relax about another dose of NPC....I hate to wish my life away, but damn....I can hardly wait till Friday.  I don't get how a normally sane person...well reasonably sane person...can turn into such a freak overnight....

    p

    p, thats FANTASTIC!!!!  so

    p, thats FANTASTIC!!!!  so take some deep breaths, in thru the nose, out thru the mouth (or something like that...lol) and calm down.  friday w/b here b4 u know it.  take your horse out for a trot to celebrate.  Cool  seriously, i hope you r able to calm down a little.  being that anxious can wear u down.  give us another pic of u w/your horse.  hey, what happened w/pic from your short get away?  did u post them and i missed them or have you not posted?  that w/give u something to do to occupy your mind.  take care, p, u r n my prayers.

    dj

  • Duggie88
    Duggie88 Member Posts: 760 Member
    Good News

    P

    That is great news. We do tend to worry because alot of times our battle is still fresh in our minds. Enjoy the rest of the day.

          Jeff

  • CivilMatt
    CivilMatt Member Posts: 4,722 Member
    clean scan ahead

    Phrannie,

    I just finished doing a “Lola” and I feel great.

    Glad that the appt went well.

    Abi-normal fan,

    Matt

  • fishmanpa
    fishmanpa Member Posts: 1,227 Member

    ENT says....

    everything looks great!! Smile then.... I told him I loved him....LOL (I really did tell him that).  I am so glad the timing of these two appointments came the way they did...with seeing the ENT before the scan....getting a little relief is going to help.

    So I'll come down the wall a bit, and won't have a nervous breakdown waiting on Wed's scan.  At least I can relax about another dose of NPC....I hate to wish my life away, but damn....I can hardly wait till Friday.  I don't get how a normally sane person...well reasonably sane person...can turn into such a freak overnight....

    p

    Now.....

    I can say... "See...Told ya so!" Great News ... NED is waiting for ya!  ;)~

    "T"

  • rachel12yrsuv
    rachel12yrsuv Member Posts: 435

    ENT says....

    everything looks great!! Smile then.... I told him I loved him....LOL (I really did tell him that).  I am so glad the timing of these two appointments came the way they did...with seeing the ENT before the scan....getting a little relief is going to help.

    So I'll come down the wall a bit, and won't have a nervous breakdown waiting on Wed's scan.  At least I can relax about another dose of NPC....I hate to wish my life away, but damn....I can hardly wait till Friday.  I don't get how a normally sane person...well reasonably sane person...can turn into such a freak overnight....

    p

    SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! Peace is

    SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! Peace is once again yours, wed. Results will be the samr!  God is Good!

    rachel

  • phrannie51
    phrannie51 Member Posts: 4,716

    p, thats FANTASTIC!!!!  so

    p, thats FANTASTIC!!!!  so take some deep breaths, in thru the nose, out thru the mouth (or something like that...lol) and calm down.  friday w/b here b4 u know it.  take your horse out for a trot to celebrate.  Cool  seriously, i hope you r able to calm down a little.  being that anxious can wear u down.  give us another pic of u w/your horse.  hey, what happened w/pic from your short get away?  did u post them and i missed them or have you not posted?  that w/give u something to do to occupy your mind.  take care, p, u r n my prayers.

    dj

    I totally forgot dj, about the pic of us girls

    on the California trip.  This is just the four of us on our way down  the coast to Carmel to meet the 5th girl who lives there....That's San Fransico in the background....

    image

  • phrannie51
    phrannie51 Member Posts: 4,716
    fishmanpa said:

    Now.....

    I can say... "See...Told ya so!" Great News ... NED is waiting for ya!  ;)~

    "T"

    Yup you can say that T....

    ....and I'm feeling ever so much better at this particular moment than I have for the last 2 weeks....LOL.....don't even have the headache.....Laughing

    p

     

  • sin9775
    sin9775 Member Posts: 199 Member

    Yup you can say that T....

    ....and I'm feeling ever so much better at this particular moment than I have for the last 2 weeks....LOL.....don't even have the headache.....Laughing

    p

     

    Fantastic News!

    Praise God!  I am so happy for you, dear Phrannie.

    ~S~

  • debbiejeanne
    debbiejeanne Member Posts: 3,102 Member

    I totally forgot dj, about the pic of us girls

    on the California trip.  This is just the four of us on our way down  the coast to Carmel to meet the 5th girl who lives there....That's San Fransico in the background....

    image

    P, awesome pic!!!  u look

    P, awesome pic!!!  u look wonderful.  i'm glad ur anxiety has calmed down.  now enjoy the evening.

    dj

  • TracyLynn72
    TracyLynn72 Member Posts: 839

    Yup you can say that T....

    ....and I'm feeling ever so much better at this particular moment than I have for the last 2 weeks....LOL.....don't even have the headache.....Laughing

    p

     

    WOOHOO!!!!

    I'm so happy for you!!!!!  I hug my surgeon everytime I see him :)

  • boardwalkgirl
    boardwalkgirl Member Posts: 269
    scan

    Phrannie, I will be praying for you this week. I know it is going to be NED! I have been having more muscle spasms in my neck the past month or so and I just had a clear scan in June.  I will continue to think positive. Glad the ENT had good things to say. I see a new ENT next month. I will probably get a little anxious before that. I don't really like new doctors but mine retired.:(

     

  • Skiffin16
    Skiffin16 Member Posts: 8,305 Member

    I totally forgot dj, about the pic of us girls

    on the California trip.  This is just the four of us on our way down  the coast to Carmel to meet the 5th girl who lives there....That's San Fransico in the background....

    image

    Sausalito

    That kinda looks like Sausalito...

    JG

  • phrannie51
    phrannie51 Member Posts: 4,716
    Thank you everybody

    for helping me get through this day.....I'll keep re-reading the posts if I turn into a puddle again before scan results come back. 

    Matt did you do an authentic Lola?  Little paws in the air, with your legs splayed?  I did a quasi Lola today, myself....only I was holding my Kindle...ha!  Then I took a little advice from here and rode my new mare.  As soon as I figure out how to upload a little movie I'll show you guys what she looks like in action.....I think she's very pretty Laughing

    Everybody here is the BEST!!  I honestly don't know how I would have gotten through the last year and a half without you.

    p

  • cureitall66
    cureitall66 Member Posts: 913

    Thank you everybody

    for helping me get through this day.....I'll keep re-reading the posts if I turn into a puddle again before scan results come back. 

    Matt did you do an authentic Lola?  Little paws in the air, with your legs splayed?  I did a quasi Lola today, myself....only I was holding my Kindle...ha!  Then I took a little advice from here and rode my new mare.  As soon as I figure out how to upload a little movie I'll show you guys what she looks like in action.....I think she's very pretty Laughing

    Everybody here is the BEST!!  I honestly don't know how I would have gotten through the last year and a half without you.

    p

    Good news...

    Phrannie....Glad to hear your news from your ENT. Good thoughts for the scan....Laughing

  • josh r.
    josh r. Member Posts: 264 Member
    Not far away..

    Hi P,

    Like you and so many of our brothers and sisters I too can get "edgy" with certain changes in my body and feelings. A raspy voice, cough, as you say ear ache or lack of zip that wasn't there yesterday or is here today. If on a regular check up a doctor suggest another test I go into, "oh, not again" mentality. This particular "scare" has come up three times in the past 18 months and it takes its toll on ones pyche or atleast on mine.

    Today I got an "all clear and go on and make long term plans" from my doctor after a number of test freed me of my latest scare. November 22nd will be my 22nd year of NED and I plan on celebrating it with my wonderful wife who has stuck by me through all this after having been  married only one year before my first treatment. How blessed can I be?

    Scared? Yes, from time to time. Giving up? NEVER! All the best to all of us. josh r. 

  • phrannie51
    phrannie51 Member Posts: 4,716
    josh r. said:

    Not far away..

    Hi P,

    Like you and so many of our brothers and sisters I too can get "edgy" with certain changes in my body and feelings. A raspy voice, cough, as you say ear ache or lack of zip that wasn't there yesterday or is here today. If on a regular check up a doctor suggest another test I go into, "oh, not again" mentality. This particular "scare" has come up three times in the past 18 months and it takes its toll on ones pyche or atleast on mine.

    Today I got an "all clear and go on and make long term plans" from my doctor after a number of test freed me of my latest scare. November 22nd will be my 22nd year of NED and I plan on celebrating it with my wonderful wife who has stuck by me through all this after having been  married only one year before my first treatment. How blessed can I be?

    Scared? Yes, from time to time. Giving up? NEVER! All the best to all of us. josh r. 

    22 years of knowing Mr. Ned??

    Amazing and inspiring!!  Thank you josh for posting....I'm sorry you still have moments of "uh oh...not again".....but on the other hand, it makes me feel that I'm not so irrational.

    p

  • jcortney
    jcortney Member Posts: 503

    22 years of knowing Mr. Ned??

    Amazing and inspiring!!  Thank you josh for posting....I'm sorry you still have moments of "uh oh...not again".....but on the other hand, it makes me feel that I'm not so irrational.

    p

    Irrational?

    Cute yes, irrational no.  How many people have you told about scanxiety?  How many times have you told ME not to worry and that all my symptoms all in my head.

    Relax girl, you're doing great.

    Joe

  • Tim6003
    Tim6003 Member Posts: 1,514 Member
    jcortney said:

    Irrational?

    Cute yes, irrational no.  How many people have you told about scanxiety?  How many times have you told ME not to worry and that all my symptoms all in my head.

    Relax girl, you're doing great.

    Joe

    Hi Phrannie .........

    It's 10:40pm on Tuesday night (MST) and I saw your post.    For what it's worth I whispered a prayer that all is well on the scan tomorrow and Phrannie continues to enjoy her dance with Mr. NED!  :)

     

    I totally understand the anxiety (and you know so many of us do) ....but we got your back....

     

    I look forward to hearing your good news.  Miss you guys and wish to gosh mom would settle down and I could visit the site more often...

     

    Best,

     

    Tim

  • catluver96
    catluver96 Member Posts: 73

    22 years of knowing Mr. Ned??

    Amazing and inspiring!!  Thank you josh for posting....I'm sorry you still have moments of "uh oh...not again".....but on the other hand, it makes me feel that I'm not so irrational.

    p

    Good Thoughts

    Holding good thoughts for you! Smile

  • Ingrid K
    Ingrid K Member Posts: 813

    Thank you everybody

    for helping me get through this day.....I'll keep re-reading the posts if I turn into a puddle again before scan results come back. 

    Matt did you do an authentic Lola?  Little paws in the air, with your legs splayed?  I did a quasi Lola today, myself....only I was holding my Kindle...ha!  Then I took a little advice from here and rode my new mare.  As soon as I figure out how to upload a little movie I'll show you guys what she looks like in action.....I think she's very pretty Laughing

    Everybody here is the BEST!!  I honestly don't know how I would have gotten through the last year and a half without you.

    p

    today's the day

    Phrannie

    Had a note on my calendar that today was scan day.

    You will do just fine.....and then like all of us, wonder what all the fuss was about.

    So, sending good vibes.  just relax......just like Lola, but you should probably keep your legs together, LOL