Chenheart

My heart is so heavy with your update on Claudia.  She has been a beacon of light to so many of us here on CSN.  When I came to the site about 3 years ago after my own recurrence, Chen was always there to offer encouragement and words of wisdom.  And Reggie, when the two of you got married, I was so excited for both of you.  She was always so proud of all of your accomplishments, and I enjoyed learning about your ceremonies and customs.  Siobhan, she spoke of you often and what a special joy you were to her.  It is so comforting to know that the two of you are there to help guide her through the final path in her journey.  Fly on eagles' wings, dear Chen.

Hugs and much love,

Linda

I met Chenheart in chat in 2003.  (I was MaryO) She was one of the first to welcome me to this awesome network of cancer survivors.  In 2006, I went to Celebration on the Hill in DC where I had the honor of meeting her in person along with other CSN chat members.  It was an experience I will never forget.  Not only did she provide support and encouragement following my diagnosis of uterine cancer, but she also was there to comfort and console me when my best friend died following a 14 year battle.  We now need to be there to comfort and console her family as they go through the unthinkable. Chenheart was truly a survivor, and she taught me and many other survivors how to live life to the fullest following a cancer diagnosis.  Chen, thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you did for me.  I will never forget the life lessons you taught me and so many others.  My life is better for having met you.

Chen, you have given so many beautiful pink sisters hope, humor, love & the will to fight the beast . What a difference you made to my life with your words of help & encouragement . I have known your spirit for 5 years and your love light will shine on in our hearts ..  until we meet again kindred sister  may peace and love surround you. I love you.

Siobhan , Thank you for your post I feel i know you through all your Moms posts...what an amazing woman you are, but then you learned from the 50 ft. woman yourself! How proud you must be of this angel you call Mom, I know how she loves you and she will be in your heart and soul always.

Reggie, The love you and Chen have is something so special. The love & respect she has for you came pouring from her soul. I remember feeling her happiness as i read of your marriage. I know also that she will always be with you.  no words can tell you how much her kindred sisters will miss her. My heart is with you I know how hard this is, My love to you all.

chenheart said:

From Reggie

Reggie has also asked me to thank all of you for being so strong and giving her so much love and support... he wants to be included in the Kindreds as well and any love, advice or encouraging words for him I will also relay... thank you all again...

I've done a lot of thinking about Claudia and what she has meant to me ... and this evening I thought of this ... and wanted to share it.

When I first come to this board I was recently diagnosed and losing my mother to bc at the same time.  I lost her the week of Thanksgiving.  I was a little scared to do the ornament exchange (who are these strangers?)  but I felt a need to do it that year.  I received an ornament and sent an ornament ... and who else sent me one?  Claudia ... she sent me an ornament ... in an ornate little package ... beautiful ... and it meant so much to me.  It was the first year that I wasn't going to receive a Christmas present from my momma and her sending me one ... I'll never forget what that meant to me.  So sweet.  So thoughtful.  Thank you dear Claudia for reaching out to people you never met in order to make them feel so loved and so special ...that's what love is ... thank you for loving your sisters (and brothers) on this board for so many years.  xoxo

So many others have said it so much better than I. More hugs. 

Love,

Marcia

VickiSam said:

My beloved Hummingbird -- ChenHEART

You have taught me more about life, love and happiness that anyone in this world of ours. I will forever be grateful for all the wisdom you have share with me.

Every time I see a Hummingbird - I will think of you, Reggie and Siobhan. 

Prayers, and positive thoughts going out to all.

Your Sister in PINK, and Kindred Spirit

Vicki Sam

 

She was my rock when I joined this site in 2009.  Prays to each of you.

florist said:

 
She was my rock when I

 

She was my rock when I joined this site in 2009.  Prays to each of you.

 

When I first came here to this board and found Chen's postings I was so amazed. Even tho she was considered a survivor for several years she stayed right here on the board and continued to share her wisdom and experience for our sakes. She was here for all of us anytime and encouraged us always, no matter what. She has a great sense of humor and I loved her 50' woman. Even when she was diagnosed again, she was still here for us.   I called her Chen, our Braveheart! Our hearts and prayers are with all of you during this difficult time. Chen will show all of us how she does things with her strength, grace and dignity during this part of the journey even tho we already know how courageous and wonderful she is. She is truly a gentle spirit and much loved. She will be always in the hearts of those who know and love her. Praying for peace and strength for all of you, Chen, Siobhan and Reggie.  Love, Sunrae

It has been a very long time since I was last in CSN, since joining BF.

Siobhan and Reggie

thank you sooo much for knowing how much we love and care for Chen. For keeping us a part of all of you.

Hugs for you all. 

Lupe

taleena said:

Dearest Chen words fail

Dearest Chen words fail me...You were one of the first to reach out to me when I was was frantically looking for answers and scared out of my mind.... Then the stories of understanding... about roller coaster rides and and charaters from Harry Potter... I would read your posts with tears streaming down my face ... someone got it.. they understood.... and you made it make perfect sense.... The world has turned a lot since then... My heart and spirit are with you, Siobhan and Reggie.... I will never forget how all of us were able to celebrate yours and Reggies union (marriage) with you!!! I remember when you told us that you were taking the plung... our hearts swelled with happiness for you!! You adore your dear Reggie and he you... Your pride in Siobhan is unmeasurable... Your love never waivering.... that is you dear friend...with a heart as big as the open sky... compassion, empathy, understanding..and love... flow through you and out to others as water flows through a stream... watering the flowers along the banks... The forever optimist...the Polly Anna ... always seeing the good and the silver lining in even the darkest cloud... I only hope that you received as much as you gave to us...

I know that your loved ones surround you... please know that we surround you in spirit...I love you!!!  

 

 

"Well be friends forever won't we?" asked Piglet.... "Even longer" answered Pooh...

I've been trying to find the words to tell you and your family how much you have meant to me, your sense of humor, your love, your wiseness....and words escaped me until I read Taleena's post.  That is exactly what I was searching for.  I don't come on much anymore except to find out how my old friends are and am heartbroken at this latest news.  When I think of this board, I think of you.  I wish peace and gentleness for you at this time.  Thank you for the help, joy, laughter that you brought to me during my darkest days.

Love,

Judy