Camul aka Carol, Update?

camul said:

Thanks.
I have not been able to do mich on here. Hopefully they will do something with the servers. I am holding off. Onc didnt seem surprized it is the pain management one who is responding in not such a good manner. But it is my life and my choice. Have a lot of pain in right hip area and on Thurs am. I woke up and the patch that I put on Wed am was loose and dry, so I changed it. Got nauseated and started vomiting about 15 minutes later, was so drugged. Guess if it happens again, I go without a patch for while b4 popping on a new one! amazing to me that anyone would want to feel that out of it intentially!
Figure I will know when it is time for hospice thouh. Just wish I wasnt so wotn out all the time. I feel better than when I was on chemo but was hoping I would get some energy back. Still get dizzy but only if I bend down or turn my head quickly. Last scan 3 weeks ago shows brain is clear.... so I just have to deal withHope everyone else is doing ok.
Hugs,
Carol

You've already endured so much... still are... and are facing difficult decisions and choices. Want you to know I truly admire your spirit!

You'll do what's right for you, on your terms, when you're ready. And not until. In the meantime, I do hope you get some reliable pain relief without the horrid side effects.

Will keep you close within hopeful thoughts & prayer.

Kind regards, Susan