Follow up of bad scan

Marynb
Marynb Member Posts: 1,118
Tomorrow, I see new team regarding possible mets to lungs. I believe in the power of prayer and I would appreciate any prayers. I am finding it more terrifying than the first and second diagnosis. I just cannot leave my child without a mother.
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  • RoseC
    RoseC Member Posts: 559
    Sending Prayers

    I'm so sorry Mary - sending prayers your way right now. You said 'possible' mets? Wishing and hoping and praying that things are ok.

  • mp327
    mp327 Member Posts: 4,440 Member
    Marynb

    You will certainly be in my prayers.  I hope you get answers tomorrow and encouraging news.  Please know that I will be thinking of you and waiting for your update.

  • eihtak
    eihtak Member Posts: 1,473 Member
    Marynb....

    Prayers in progress right now. Don't let your fears get the best of you this evening. Soon you will know what you are dealing with and what action you need to take. You will be in my thoughts for a peaceful night.

  • islandgirlculebra
    islandgirlculebra Member Posts: 155 Member
    Prayers

    I've been praying for you too....

  • pializ
    pializ Member Posts: 508 Member

    Prayers

    I've been praying for you too....

    Marynb

    'possible mets'......... Nothing definite yet, so hold onto that! I will be thinking of you & wishing you all the best, a virtual holding of your hand. Liz

  • horsepad
    horsepad Member Posts: 146 Member
    pializ said:

    Marynb

    'possible mets'......... Nothing definite yet, so hold onto that! I will be thinking of you & wishing you all the best, a virtual holding of your hand. Liz

    You are in my prayers. 

    You are in my prayers. 

  • jcruz
    jcruz Member Posts: 379 Member
    I'll be thinking of you

    I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.  I'm also a single mother and can't bear the thought of leaving my daughter.  Hoping for some kind of good news for you.

    xx

  • Marynb
    Marynb Member Posts: 1,118
    jcruz said:

    I'll be thinking of you

    I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.  I'm also a single mother and can't bear the thought of leaving my daughter.  Hoping for some kind of good news for you.

    xx

    No answers yet
    Thank you all for your continued prayers and support. I don't have answers yet. Looks like I will need more biopsies, surgery. My prayer is that God heal my body of all cancer and that I can be here for my child.
  • mp327
    mp327 Member Posts: 4,440 Member
    Marynb said:

    No answers yet
    Thank you all for your continued prayers and support. I don't have answers yet. Looks like I will need more biopsies, surgery. My prayer is that God heal my body of all cancer and that I can be here for my child.

    Marynb

    I'm sorry you are still in wait mode for answers and have more procedures coming up.  I will certainly be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

  • Marynb
    Marynb Member Posts: 1,118
    mp327 said:

    Marynb

    I'm sorry you are still in wait mode for answers and have more procedures coming up.  I will certainly be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

    Martha
    Thank you very much. Prayers are most appreciated!
  • pializ
    pializ Member Posts: 508 Member
    Marynb said:

    Martha
    Thank you very much. Prayers are most appreciated!

    Marynb

    Thinking of you this side of the pond. I know you are a tough cookie & will do whatever it takes. 

  • wiveliscombe
    wiveliscombe Member Posts: 50
    Marynb said:

    No answers yet
    Thank you all for your continued prayers and support. I don't have answers yet. Looks like I will need more biopsies, surgery. My prayer is that God heal my body of all cancer and that I can be here for my child.

    Sending positive thoughts

    Sending positive thoughts your way

  • K8M
    K8M Member Posts: 55 Member
    Marynb said:

    No answers yet
    Thank you all for your continued prayers and support. I don't have answers yet. Looks like I will need more biopsies, surgery. My prayer is that God heal my body of all cancer and that I can be here for my child.

    No answer

    I am sure it does get more difficult to receive bad news or news where there is a lack of clarity and more waiting; but the power of positive thinking can do wonders alongside keeping yourself physically fit and eating as well as possible.

  • Marynb
    Marynb Member Posts: 1,118
    K8M said:

    No answer

    I am sure it does get more difficult to receive bad news or news where there is a lack of clarity and more waiting; but the power of positive thinking can do wonders alongside keeping yourself physically fit and eating as well as possible.

    Thank you everyone.
    Keeping anxiety at bay has suddenly become a big challenge. Words escape me now.
  • sandysp
    sandysp Member Posts: 868 Member
    Marynb said:

    Thank you everyone.
    Keeping anxiety at bay has suddenly become a big challenge. Words escape me now.

    When will you know?

    This is way too hard, even for me! I think the unknown is much worse than the known. Please let us know as soon as you hear what is going on. You are in my heart and prayers.

    Fondly,

    Sandy

  • OMG 1012
    OMG 1012 Member Posts: 61
    Marynb said:

    Thank you everyone.
    Keeping anxiety at bay has suddenly become a big challenge. Words escape me now.

    you will be in my thoughts

    for posative results 

  • qv62
    qv62 Member Posts: 434 Member
    prayers in route

    Sending prayers and good vibes your way ! I haven't been on the board for quite a while but have been thinking of you, you are such a positive infuence here to all of us, know we are here for you. I will keep the prayers flowing, stay strong

  • Marynb
    Marynb Member Posts: 1,118
    qv62 said:

    prayers in route

    Sending prayers and good vibes your way ! I haven't been on the board for quite a while but have been thinking of you, you are such a positive infuence here to all of us, know we are here for you. I will keep the prayers flowing, stay strong

    Update
    I have had a long week. The scan showed possible mets to my lungs and breast. I spent a lot of time talking to doctors this week. I have seen all of the scans. It sure is scary to see those black dots on the scans. Not good. It is hard to know right now which cancer could be spreading. I won't have answers for a few weeks. I have appointments coming up with surgeons. I have spent much time staring at the stars and trying to gather my strength and faith. I do not know what I will decide to do, if I can do anything at all. I am not going to tell my daughter until I know more. I wish that I could say that I was at peace with it, but I am not. I can say that at this point in my life, I am at peace with how I have lived my life. That gives me some solace. I do not feel overly anxious, for some odd reason. I think after having two separate cancers, I realized that every day was a gift. I want to live a lot longer, to see my daughter start her own life and find happiness.
  • mp327
    mp327 Member Posts: 4,440 Member
    Marynb said:

    Update
    I have had a long week. The scan showed possible mets to my lungs and breast. I spent a lot of time talking to doctors this week. I have seen all of the scans. It sure is scary to see those black dots on the scans. Not good. It is hard to know right now which cancer could be spreading. I won't have answers for a few weeks. I have appointments coming up with surgeons. I have spent much time staring at the stars and trying to gather my strength and faith. I do not know what I will decide to do, if I can do anything at all. I am not going to tell my daughter until I know more. I wish that I could say that I was at peace with it, but I am not. I can say that at this point in my life, I am at peace with how I have lived my life. That gives me some solace. I do not feel overly anxious, for some odd reason. I think after having two separate cancers, I realized that every day was a gift. I want to live a lot longer, to see my daughter start her own life and find happiness.

    Marynb

    I know you don't yet have a lot of the answers you and your doctors need to have in order to come up with a treatment plan, so I will not bombard you with questions.  I will only say that you will be in my thoughts and prayers and may God give you the strength to get through this.  Updates whenever you can provide them will be appreciated and prayers will be copious.

  • 7243
    7243 Member Posts: 249 Member
    Marynb said:

    Update
    I have had a long week. The scan showed possible mets to my lungs and breast. I spent a lot of time talking to doctors this week. I have seen all of the scans. It sure is scary to see those black dots on the scans. Not good. It is hard to know right now which cancer could be spreading. I won't have answers for a few weeks. I have appointments coming up with surgeons. I have spent much time staring at the stars and trying to gather my strength and faith. I do not know what I will decide to do, if I can do anything at all. I am not going to tell my daughter until I know more. I wish that I could say that I was at peace with it, but I am not. I can say that at this point in my life, I am at peace with how I have lived my life. That gives me some solace. I do not feel overly anxious, for some odd reason. I think after having two separate cancers, I realized that every day was a gift. I want to live a lot longer, to see my daughter start her own life and find happiness.

    Prayers dear girl

    Sending you prayers and Peace filled thoughts this Sunday morning!  Xo